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[26 Apr 2005|01:37am] |
she asked me if i wanted to be a rock star,
fighting in bars, crashing my car, trying so hard to be anti-avant guard.
or however the fuck you spell that word,
is it so hilariously absurd?
just because i have bad teeth and hair,
a little homosexual flare,
would the public even care?
the best review that i got was
"you're a shitty poet,
a good performer,
which makes you a good, but forgettable artist."
even when im trying my hardest
i still end up on my knees,
sucking cock, trying to please.
when all you wanted was a tease.
to see the fear in my little boy eyes,
but my heads wedged tight in between your thighs,
dreaming of sweet pussy pies.
well, what makes you think that you're the definition of class?
just because you've never had to sell ass?
i don't have the time,
got bucks to pass,
flesh to press,
got a strong firm grip,
gotta look me best, with a smile on my face.
theres no such thing as second place.
im gonna make it to the top,
as long as my knees stay locked and
these blackouts stop
long enough for me to
look you in they eye
shoot the same old lines
"the health is good"
"im doin fine"
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[17 Apr 2005|06:48pm] |
today i walked off the job only to get home and find a message form my manager begging me to come back to work and how she's sorry and how she's going to give me a big raise.
palm of my fuckin' hand!
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[14 Apr 2005|06:07pm] |
i cut my hair today and i'ed bet that you didn't even notice.
does anyone remember when things were good?
truth is, thats not even my bathtub.
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[11 Apr 2005|03:22pm] |
so finals have arrived and i am doing this photo etching project, i had a shoot for the pics yesterday, this is my favorite at present time. i will post some of the prints when i finish them. i will be in houston soon, i can't wait.
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[23 Mar 2005|10:10pm] |
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so, its been a while, i figured that i should update before the month ran out. i've been commissioned to do at least 4 paintings and a mural for this woman's spa, im excited and shitting my pants at the same time, i don't know how im going to get tit all done for her. here is a painting that i just finished tonight, im not sure how i fell about it so some feed back would really help. on the thirty first im preforming a spoken word piece that i wrote about my drug days in houston, a few of you are mentioned in it. i have to preform at this show that my professor is putting on, there should be atleast 250 people there so im a little nervous. when i read in public i shake and my voice gets all wavery, so hopefully i don't pass out or anything. i guess thats everything. i have pretty much put sarah out of my mind, the new place has helped me alot plus getting drunk and smoking lots of pot, im not sure exactly what happened.
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[09 Mar 2005|06:08pm] |
here is a picture of the kitchen form my new place. i love it. i got my phone re-connected, so if you want to, give me a call, the number is the same.
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| well, only 8 days left. |
[01 Mar 2005|08:46am] |
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so, i moved, its over, you will never hear me say the name sarah again. moving was fucking terrible, it took forever, and now im paying for it in a lack of sleep and being way behind on my homework. some advice for you, take a hint from jeremiah and don't ever move anywhere, ever! rent is due today, i also have to build a huge canvas and write a paper for art history, allong with a serise of prints and a painting portfolio, im fucked! si i guess that this is it until the 8th when i get my phone hooked up, until then take it easy. the next time that i check this post i want to see a whole bunch of posts about how much you miss me. happy march.
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| constantine crass, but with a k |
[16 Feb 2005|11:12pm] |
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every time i zone out, my eyes immediately go out of focus, may be they're tired, maybe they're pissed off at me. i mean, what do i ever do for them, i never take them out to lunch, i never get them russel stover chocolates, i tried to kiss them goodnight and woke up naked, in my bath tub three days later. if they pull that shit again, im going to burn them with my cigarette, like they were two green orphans or a pair of twin high class hookers, that'll teach 'em not to mess with daddy.
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[16 Feb 2005|11:05pm] |
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its been over a week since i have had any internet services, i've missed the hell out of you my darlings. welcome me back.........now!
heres a picture that i drew, isn't it great? or not? whatever you think.
thank god for inter net porn!
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[10 Feb 2005|03:40am] |
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im not actually sure what this is. i never fall a-sleep anymore, i don't get tired, i have to lay in bed and will myself to sleep, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. tonight it didn't.
i haven't made anything of significance since school started, i have lost something, talent, inspiration, whatever you wnat to call it, something is missing, if you know where i can find it, please, give me a call.
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