FAT MAN, TRY TO BE THIN, SUCK IT IN, SUCK IT IN.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-06-01T19:45:00

2005-06-02T01:45:24Z

so heres the latest painting. hope that you like it.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-05-22T03:47:00

2005-05-22T09:47:40Z

im sorry if i haven't called.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-05-08T22:43:00

2005-05-09T04:44:02Z

fuck you,

you never cared about me anyway.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-05-08T22:32:00

2005-05-09T04:33:22Z

guess what?
what?

i fucked up.

sorry.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-04-26T01:37:00

2005-04-26T08:02:14Z

she asked me if i wanted to be a rock star,
fighting in bars, crashing my car, trying so hard to be anti-avant guard.
or however the fuck you spell that word,
is it so hilariously absurd?
just because i have bad teeth and hair,
a little homosexual flare,
would the public even care?
the best review that i got was
"you're a shitty poet,
a good performer,
which makes you a good, but forgettable artist."
even when im trying my hardest
i still end up on my knees,
sucking cock, trying to please.
when all you wanted was a tease.
to see the fear in my little boy eyes,
but my heads wedged tight in between your thighs,
dreaming of sweet pussy pies.
well, what makes you think that you're the definition of class?
just because you've never had to sell ass?
i don't have the time,
got bucks to pass,
flesh to press,
got a strong firm grip,
gotta look me best, with a smile on my face.
theres no such thing as second place.
im gonna make it to the top,
as long as my knees stay locked and
these blackouts stop
long enough for me to
look you in they eye
shoot the same old lines
"the health is good"
"im doin fine"

blackwithbrown @ 2005-04-17T18:48:00

2005-04-18T00:49:57Z

today i walked off the job only to get home and find a message form my manager begging me to come back to work and how she's sorry and how she's going to give me a big raise.

palm of my fuckin' hand!

blackwithbrown @ 2005-04-14T18:07:00

2005-04-15T01:07:30Z

i cut my hair today and i'ed bet that you didn't even notice.

does anyone remember when things were good?

truth is, thats not even my bathtub.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-04-11T15:22:00

2005-04-11T22:22:31Z

so finals have arrived and i am doing this photo etching project, i had a shoot for the pics yesterday, this is my favorite at present time. i will post some of the prints when i finish them. i will be in houston soon, i can't wait.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-04-01T18:03:00

2005-04-02T01:03:19Z

i found this not in place of my art work. im being censored.

im sorry, can we still be friends?

2005-03-28T09:32:40Z

so this is my alter-ego, pepe le-fourse. he is a gay ~~morocan~~ sailboat captin who travles the world, looking for hot, young ass.

please forgive me.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-03-23T22:10:00

2005-03-24T05:10:46Z

so, its been a while, i figured that i should update before the month ran out. i've been commissioned to do at least 4 paintings and a mural for this woman's spa, im excited and shitting my pants at the same time, i don't know how im going to get tit all done for her. here is a painting that i just finished tonight, im not sure how i fell about it so some feed back would really help. on the thirty first im preforming a spoken word piece that i wrote about my drug days in houston, a few of you are mentioned in it. i have to preform at this show that my professor is putting on, there should be atleast 250 people there so im a little nervous. when i read in public i shake and my voice gets all wavery, so hopefully i don't pass out or anything. i guess thats everything. i have pretty much put sarah out of my mind, the new place has helped me alot plus getting drunk and smoking lots of pot, im not sure exactly what happened.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-03-20T23:46:00

2005-03-21T06:46:39Z

noone ever calls anymore. then again, why would they?

blackwithbrown @ 2005-03-09T18:08:00

2005-03-10T01:08:36Z

here is a picture of the kitchen form my new place. i love it. i got my phone re-connected, so if you want to, give me a call, the number is the same.

well, only 8 days left.

2005-03-01T15:54:02Z

so, i moved, its over, you will never hear me say the name sarah again. moving was fucking terrible, it took forever, and now im paying for it in a lack of sleep and being way behind on my homework. some advice for you, take a hint from jeremiah and don't ever move anywhere, ever! rent is due today, i also have to build a huge canvas and write a paper for art history, allong with a serise of prints and a painting portfolio, im fucked! si i guess that this is it until the 8th when i get my phone hooked up, until then take it easy. the next time that i check this post i want to see a whole bunch of posts about how much you miss me. happy march.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-02-17T21:24:00

2005-02-18T04:24:32Z

im so fucking proud of this one. Proud? Proud.

enjoy

constantine crass, but with a k

2005-02-17T06:18:57Z

every time i zone out, my eyes immediately go out of focus, may be they're tired, maybe they're pissed off at me. i mean, what do i ever do for them, i never take them out to lunch, i never get them russel stover chocolates, i tried to kiss them goodnight and woke up naked, in my bath tub three days later. if they pull that shit again, im going to burn them with my cigarette, like they were two green orphans or a pair of twin high class hookers, that'll teach 'em not to mess with daddy.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-02-16T23:05:00

2005-02-17T06:05:54Z

its been over a week since i have had any internet services, i've missed the hell out of you my darlings. welcome me back.........now!

heres a picture that i drew, isn't it great? or not? whatever you think.

thank god for inter net porn!

blackwithbrown @ 2005-02-10T03:40:00

2005-02-10T10:40:30Z

im not actually sure what this is. i never fall a-sleep anymore, i don't get tired, i have to lay in bed and will myself to sleep, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. tonight it didn't.

i haven't made anything of significance since school started, i have lost something, talent, inspiration, whatever you wnat to call it, something is missing, if you know where i can find it, please, give me a call.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-02-05T17:46:00

2005-02-06T00:46:55Z

in honor of one of my most favorite people in the whole world, here she is, the new and improved, jenni askins.

*applause*

blackwithbrown @ 2005-02-03T20:57:00

2005-02-04T03:58:06Z

someone call, im not doing so good.
im feeling sleepy

blackwithbrown @ 2005-01-31T16:19:00

2005-01-31T23:19:39Z

pierced lip, on behalf of jenni.

finally

2005-01-28T07:47:28Z

so lets try this again, i don't know how to take it off the members only thing so i will post it on photo-bucket and try it that way. ETCHING!!!

spin that wheel!

blackwithbrown @ 2005-01-26T16:15:00

2005-01-26T23:16:36Z

i feel that i have worked very hard to be something that im not, and now i can't escape. im never happy with what im wearing and i can't quit buying pants, put me in sweat pants and cut all of my hair off.

blackwithbrown @ 2005-01-26T16:09:00

2005-01-26T23:10:43Z

hooray! so here is the first etching that i have ever made, concidering that, i think that its pretty good, let me know what you think.

http://groups.msn.com/thelostpicturebooksofjonathankay/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=185

what i have to do to fit in.

2005-01-24T01:11:18Z

so here it is, $56 dollars later, lip piercing. im still not sure if i like it, i guess i will have to get used to it. it felt like a tiny, angry worm, eating its way through my lip. let me know what you think.

http://groups.msn.com/thelostpicturebooksofjonathankay/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=183

http://groups.msn.com/thelostpicturebooksofjonathankay/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=184